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Show me every crack in your soul I love you the most when you are broken Spread all your miseries all your griefs and regrets Tell me about the day you cried so hard that you start wondering if you squeezed all the liquid from your veins, and about the day you wished you could cry but you could't.

Tell me how public transportation made you claustrophobic why you don't like to walk alone? and when you do, you walk as fast as if you are being chased, have you ever been chased? tell me if you have! were you scared enough to run? or even more not to run at all Tell me about it all I want to be the reason for your cry I mean it in a sad way not in a nasty way, actually I mean it both ways I want it all I want to be the reason for the smile that will rise out of your tears, have I ever told you that I cant think of any time you were more beautiful than the time you smiled after crying! You were so holy that I was lost in your face You pinched me and said stop staring, I said: stop giving me a reason to stare. You pinched me again and laughed I want to be the reason for your laughter I want to be the ground for your pinches, And the bag for your punches. I want it all The good and the bad An Austrian man once told me; not to show my fears and weaknesses to my lover, he said keep that to your friends, they will listen your lover is only allowed to see you happy and cheerful, he said hide your scars I don’t want that, I don't want to see you happy and cheerful, leave that to your friends I want to see you broken and smashed, I want to see your hard days as much as I want to see the happy ones. I want to see your ugliest parts, and your hidden scars I want to hear your scariest thoughts, your biggest fears, and every nightmare I want it all

when you yelled because of the wrong coffee, I knew it was the earthquake in your heart The evening you didn’t apologize, instead you talked about the election, the world cup, the first world war , and the climate change. you waited for my response, I said I know you smoke! I always knew You laughed so hard that you woke up the neighbors I want to be the reason For waking up your neighbors I want to be the reason for your climate change I want to be the world in your cup, I want to be the casualties of your wars and the nominees in your election, I want it all

I want to be crushed by your pain, crossed for your sins, And hunted by your shame. I want to hate you so much that it hurts to stay, but I stay and take it all I want it all Every single part.